It's when you've finally let go. When you've decided to say ok, that it all comes crashing down. The background music sounds like Lightsick by Zoal Jesus - anxious and sad. The kind of questioning music you search for when your heart has finished roping the string around your finger. Your chest is heavy; the pressure overbearing. Life has decided to come streaming into your life, flashing LIVE FEED, THIS IS WHAT'S BEEN HAPPENING. You've taken a misstep and 5 months have happened behind your back.

yet here you stand. the lights are going out. and you're alone. having told your secret.