when i grow up, i want to remember that i always wanted to be about a thousand different things; that one lifetime didn't seem nearly enough. when i grow up, i hope it's at the very end when it doesn't matter anymore anyway

Thursday, December 17, 2009

When someone asks you to forget what it is to love, to bury it deep beneath your ribcage and your soul; they are asking you to teach yourself to forget the feeling to feel. To let heartache run through you like water and allow pain to piggyback on a young adults muscles. They ask you to shadow the natural urge to lay heavy next to a body warm from emotion. Tell you to erase the sentimental value of a tender touch or a strong embrace. Hide your heart underneath your mattress and only pull it out in the confidence of yourself.

Bleed pain. Bleed heartache. Alone.

Forget what it is to love they say.

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